Do Not Live Up To My Heart ,Do Not Live Up To My Life Ok...Now,I finally picked up the pen and write down the situation where I am in .I just looked the calendar on my phone ,figured out that there were nine days I have spend with some 'pretences' like 'I need to have a rest' or 'I am too tired to do something else' or I am really tired of doing works again and again ,I do want to shake it off . And I'd love to share my rememberance where happened in the school I live for three years .Em......I don't know how to start my speeking , but at this moment ,from my sensitive heart ,I have to talk and appreciate a person who were willing to listen to me with her enough patience when I felt helpless .I still remember that is a terrible day ,because of my puzzles for the life ,for the world ,for me myself and for my confusing condition .I did think too much ,on the one hand ,I was trying my best to prove myself and show the value of my own ,on the other hand ,I should puzzled that what the real world feels like ,how the universe works ,and who am I ,what I'm gonna to be ,what I'm working for ...Oh ny heaven ! With so many problems and questions in my head ,my world was falling apart suddenly ,I did feel like screaming ,because I didn't have anyone to talk to .However i found you finally ,you are the one who I was trusing in ,actrally when i talked to you I didn't know how to express my puzzler, so ,with just a few words ,I couldn't keep back my tears ,I guess ,I released several months' pressure by doing that. Anyways ,thank you my dear Miss Han,I'll never forget the night and it's a precious experience I never had before and will save forever.
And thank God, I met you my final deskmate in Senior 3 ,there are something I'd like to talk about. ( Ok...I never expect you can read & understand these ,but you will .) There is a proverb saying that 'Nothing is impossible to a willing heart ', I believe it and know it at the moment when I see it,but I never did as I believe or at least I did not persist in it so long as I thought and expected .But you prove it ,' You gain something while you are losing something. ',I can see that you fought for yourself and you were trying to find the direction for yourself and you are keep doing . And...Thank God .Finally, I know that we can't avoid the passing of the time .We have to make good use of our youth and energy to choose the way ,to take it to the goal ,to saw ,to sour ,to fly ,to shine ,to do what it takes to get to the highest mountain of our life ,to live a complete life . Do not live up to our heart ,do not live up to our life.( I send this to all I love ,I wish you all can full yourself with the best soul .) ^^
18.June.2010 __Love Yvonne . Liu (责任编辑:英语作文网) |